;w; no regrets. i am the coolest.

Finally got a hold of my senior picture proofs. What do you guys think?

Cathy Carbohydrate and the Carb Cuties

My finished book for Fitness and Lifestyle Design. 

this is the cover of a children’s book I have to write for an assignment in my Fitness and Lifestyle Design class. Yes… for my Fitness and Lifestyle Design class. I hate this but I’m just gonna write something really short and blow her away with mah ph0to5h0p sk1llz~ 

this is Cathy Carbohydrate; she is a potato and she has an unfortunate last name.

I put way too much effort into my work for my online Personal Fitness class.

Look at this shit. I could’ve just pasted some pictures onto shit but nooooo, sat here for hours, changing the color of people’s sports bras to match the color of whatever and just… I am ridiculous.

One thousand,one hundred,and eleven days; roughly 3 years and 16 days, make that 17 since I’m posting this a day late but I digress. I’m weirdly superstitious,if only a bit so,but superstitious none the less. A favorite superstition of mine is wishing at 11:11 and you can imagine that I must have lost my mind on 11:11 on 11/11/11 but alas I did not and now I am here writing this. Okay, so for around one,maybe two years now I’ve made more or less the same wish or some variation of it and of course I couldn’t possibly tell you what said wish is as then, according to the big rule book of being superstitious, telling anyone what your wish was will ensure it won’t come true…and I should totally get to point and just let you guys know that it is of course SHINee-related,naturally. Once again, I am weird, and therefore I plan to make this wish for 11 years or until it comes true…if it hasn’t come true in 11 years, I will smite someone. I won’t smite anyone but I’ll probably just keeping making my wish(s). Enough about me,let’s get to who this is really about: SHINee. I love those 5 boys with all my heart, and they’ve brought so much happiness to me that sometimes I just feel like spinning around in a flower-filled meadow with the song ‘Walking on Sunshine’ playing in the background, yes they make me feel that way. Throughout these three years (and 17 days) they have never disappointed me (not once) and I feel as if I just grow to love them more with each day. I sound like such an obsessed fangirl with an unhealthy faith in her ‘idols’ but just… they make me weird myself out and y’know what? I-I’m perfectly fine with that. Oh,the things I do for love. I got into this fandom completely by myself, I knew nothing of kpop (and it knew nothing of me…lol whut?), but they drew me in(and I never plan to leave, yes even when I’m old and gray I will still be getting crunk listening to Replay). It took me so long to do this edit and right now I just want to delete and bury it because I just…this is why I don’t edit much SHINee, because I think I absolutely HAVE to get it super perfect and it has to be the most beautiful thing ever and frankly my photoshop skills are not exactly on that level (yet?). Anyways before I turn this into some long drawn-out tl;dr kind of thing, I’d just like to ask all Shawols, hell, all of the Kpop fandom, to like think of me when you next glance at the clock and find that it’s 11:11, think of me, then wish for SHINee. (Ooh that rhymed, I should write a song…OH THE HORROR! O_O) Yeah,yeah, I’m uber lame but it can’t hurt, and y’know what? If you’re not a Shawol you can wish for your own beloved band, OR! We can all just wish for KPOP ON A WHOLE! We can have one big wish fest and it’ll be just the bestest thing ever and oh my god, when did I get so lame? Who uses the word lame anymore? Oh…I do. It’s so funny how I wrote and rewrote this and just, I’m basically just, jesus christ I am not gonna cry. Sometimes the happiness just bubbles over in the form of tears and me making rather ugly faces as I try to cry silently…but once again I digress. Okay um, think of me,wish for SHINee; hugs not drugs, what else is lame and rhymes? OH,OH be cool, stay school. I’m out,love you guys. Wait…SHINee HWAITING~

 샤이니 사랑해 (my limited if any handle on the Korean language at work)

 …bye.

awkward is as awkward does.

p.s. this was supposed to include a lot more gifs and stuff but shit happens.